The Most Wonderful Time of Year!!
December. For some, it's a cheery month. A season of quality family time with those near and dear. Holidays and parties galore. Smiles and drinks all around. For others... December is a time of bleakness. A time of anxiety and panic with the thought of seeing that person. Worrying whether or not the family drama will involve you or not. A time of anger and frustration. When domestic violence and abuse crime rates rise to the highest they've been all year. (source: Connections for Abused Women and their Children ) For me, the holidays the last 10 years always brought panic of some shape or form. At first it was the simple anxiety of whether or not my dad was going to say or start something. After graduating high school and moving out it developed into a gut-sinking feeling or wondering if my dad was in a good mood or n not. He wasn't happy with the choice of moving in with my then-boyfriend before marriage, so he refused to talk to me for nearly two years. During those two ...